“There’s not much to do” “just tell me what you wanna do” so I suggested just watching one movie during Christmas Day. I pop the question in a very non attacking manner, “ can we do something Tommorow like as a family?” He comes to bed and eats a snack we watch the for like 10 minutes. Our son is asleep so I texted/ asked him to come cuddle me and he seemed fine with that then turned off his game finally. Like watching movies at least or just really showing me affection in general? Today is Christmas Eve and I just wanted to spend time with him and our one year old as a family. He’s kind of emotionally unavailable most times. My boyfriend (father of my child) has been gaming literally all day and he claims he barely games but even when he comes home from work that’s what he does most times. So it’s Christmas Eve today and my bf is mad at me? Let me elaborate a little more. I’m just upset right now and don’t have any friends to lean on or confide in. (It’s kinda rare )Ĭan someone reach out to me ? I really need friends to talk to and vent with. He shows love and affection but not as much as I’d like. I know he loves me but I honestly think he’s emotionally immature and ignorant about womens needs. I just want to feel appreciated and him to say things like “ damn baby, you must be stressed let me run you a bath or give you a massage” I’m not even asking for material things ( I don’t really care about not getting gifts today) I just want him to show me his love for me more.
I don’t want to be called retarded or a bitch for wanting to communicate calmly without being cut off kid sentence. I don’t want to fight every time I try to communicate an emotional need.
I’m done telling him “ please be quiet while you game because the baby is sleeping “ (he continues being loud af) or telling him “ can we watch a Christmas movies together or take a shower together?” ( he games most the day and talks to his bros more than me) I give up having a voice since it clearly goes in one ear and out the other. So today I realized that my man isn’t gonna do shit for me or with me unless he wants to. Ive deleted cache and old date from the game completely !!I’ve researched on YouTube tutorials on how to fix neck seams and none work!!! Please help me!! Below is my current load order (yes with the neck seam)Īlso if any of you have a load order for a beautiful female skyrim character with no neck seam please share with me! (Xbox one please) I’ve turned it completely off and waited ten minutes.
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